Growing too fast

Why do you have to grow SO FAST!?!?  Lately, you have been saying things that just make me nervous for pre-teen years... OH boy.  I think it is that you often hang out with kids that are older than you but one thing I know for sure, I had better get serious about praying over you now in preparation for the future.

Now, whenever you do something you say "look at this, mom, ok mom, look" and if i don't acknowledge you right away you say "ok mom?  Ok mom? Look, ok mom" over and over again.  You always sound so old when you say that. Also, recently, you tried to kiss me on the lips with my hand between our lips.. you told me your friend Avery taught you that... OH BOY! KISSING GIRLS, ALREADY, YOU'RE NOT EVEN THREE!!!!!

We are dog sitting our friends German Shephard and a couple of times Lexi and Koda would get into a quick little barking/nipping match and I would yell at them and tell them that if they are going to fight then I will separate them.  (i realize dogs don't speak English and reasoning with them is ridiculous but it made me feel better).  So, the next morning when you woke up (you must have been thinking about Koda and Lexi fighting) you said to me... "Koda and Lexi fight like me and Olivia fight" hahaha I was laughing SO HARD!  That's right, Javan, you and Olivia have a relationship JUST LIKE Koda and Lexi.  You love playing with each other SOME OF THE TIME but you two can fight like dogs!!!  

The other day we were in the car and you yelled "OH NO!!"  Slightly concerned, I asked what is wrong and you yelled "MY FRECKLES FELL OFF!!!"  HAHAHA !!!!  It was a piece of cookie.  But, it is adorable how much you love your freckles. Everyday you look at them and remind me that God gave you those "sparkles" and they make you special.  Special, you are!